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โEnough! Donโt you understand? Itโs over, it should have never happened to begin with. You need toโฆmove on with your life and leave me to mine.โ She yelled back, her own eyes meeting his gaze with a new found frustration there in her emeralds. She had gone as far as pushing him back, determine to put an end to this taboo relationship. She had done a lot of thinking, knowing that there was no way this would work and it was best he took his leave now and moved on with his life.
โWeโre working on things. Your father and I..thereโs been a lot of misunderstandings between us butโฆโ she was trying to stay strong and yet everything came pouring back. The taste of his lips, the feeling of his hand against her own when they woke up in the morning and the way he tugged her back against him and asked for 5 more minutes before they were forced to rise. The dates and dinners with walks that ended up in late night chatter, kisses in the park and nights of passion when his father was away. None of it had been merely sex. No, she was falling in love with him. It was clear as day.
There was also something she wanted to hide from him, something better off him not knowing so he could find a young woman who could truly make him happy, no hidden whispers behind his back for being with an old has been like her. She was beyond dreaming this could happen. Her thoughts flooded to the mornings she had woken up feeling nauseous, thankful he was a heavy sleeper when she found herself sick from the feeling. She knew..she just knew but that test that morning had confirmed it. She couldnโt tell him, no. This was for the best that he never even knew and assumed it was her husbandโs and not his own.
The test had given her the courage to do this and she had to make it believable. She just had to. Even if inside she wanted to fall apart and rush into his arms and tell him how happy she was. She imagined showing him that test, his arms wrapped around her and telling her how proud he was of her. However, that was a dream, something best kept a secret and she was going to make him leave, even if he hated her.
โStop acting like a child who isnโt getting what he wants. I said weโre stopping. I want you out by today. I mean it.โ
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He said nothing and a million thoughts came rushing in all at once. Her shoulders shook as she began to really cry, feeling as if she had just ruined everything in that instant. Of course she hadnโt wanted him to leave but to keep him here with this known fact? How could she tie him with such a thing? The woman began to try and hold back to her tears, wiping her face with her hand even as more tears came. Did he hate her? Was he angry at her? She was too emotional because of their argument and natural hormones that it didnโt occur to her, he needed to process what she had just said moments ago.
Just when she was about to turn and leave in any manner she could, his arms were wrapped around her! โBaekho?โ She said his name softly, feeling the familiar warmth of his strong arms as she felt the way he melted against her and his sweet breath against her neck as she found herself bringing an arm around him as she broke into a little sob. Her body shook, her cheeks flushed a pink from her crying as she felt his hand suddenly come over her own against her belly as she nodded. โI amโฆIโve been feeling sick for a few days now and..I decided to take a test andโฆโ she knew didnโt have to say more as she wrapped her arms around him then, pulling herself close as if she couldnโt hold herself back from any longer. And she couldnโt, his scent filling her once more and his warmth, the feel of his frame against her own making her melt into each touch.
His voice brought hope back to her, the way he said it made her worries melt away and for once, she felt like they were any normal couple. For once, she wasnโt thinking of her husband or the taboo reality of this situation. It was freeing for a moment, her mind instead racing to simply being and telling him she loved him and that she was expecting and was hoping for a little girl that had his baby blue eyes. Perhaps thatโs how she should have started the conversation instead of pushing him away with such harsh words. Again, she had hurt him. โIโm so sorry..โ she apologized then, her fingers tightening in his shirt as she held him and the thought of being away from him made her all sorts of mad.
Her emerald orbs stared back at his own when his forehead pressed against her own and she whispered. โI love you.~โ the words came out simply for once, warm as she gave in just this once to happiness in his arms without guilt. His warmth flooded her, her face resting against his chest as she happily pressed her ear against his heart beat. โI donโt want you to go. Not now or ever. Not now after knowing this.~โ
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Warmth and relief flooded over him, washing away all doubt as she curled into his arms and reciprocated what he gave.ย He pressed his nose to the top of her head, inhaling the sweet scent of her hair and pressing a kiss there, trailing down until he pressed another to her mouth.ย His chest swelled with pride--he was going to be a father!ย The thought hadn't scared him, hadn't made him run for the hills.ย If anything, it made him excited, his hand still covering hers as he brushed his fingers along the soft pudge of her tummy.ย His arm squeezed her closer, his entire frame seemingly enveloping her into him.ย He closed his eyes, smiling gently as he spoke, "I'm not going anywhere, ever.~"
He had done his traveling, seen the world, experienced things that the average young man never would have--but he had his fill and now he wanted to be here at home, with her.ย There was nowhere else on Earth he'd rather be than by her side, than to have her in his arms, cuddling close.ย As much as it might have seemed that she needed him close always, the same was just as true for him, if not more.ย He needed her with him, his heart and soul needed her, and without, he was simply a lost beast, roaming and wandering, more listless ghost than anything else.ย
He moved closer to her face, his lips locking with hers deeply, tongue suckling on hers before those pink muscles played for a moment.ย Slowly, he started to guide her, urging her to move in front of him and walk, though his arm stayed casually draped around her back, hand resting on her hip.ย He pressed one last kiss to her neck, crooning to her, "C'mon, let's get to bed.ย You're gonna need all the rest you can get, my love.~"
Before that though, there was a bit of playful torture he'd have to exact on her for sending his blood pressure skyrocketing.ย He chuckled low, laughter rolling but searing in deep, inferno heat.ย He ached, pulsing below, his bulge twitching.ย It'd been days since they last touched each other and he was suffering from the lack of affection.ย With a soft bite to her neck from behind, his hands roaming over her body, teasing her breasts, he said, "I can't let you rest just yet though--you owe Baby Boy some playtime, you hear me?~"
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When did his warmth become so strong and comforting? She should have been the one holding strong between them but right now? He was holding her together, her storm that had clouded her mind faded as quickly as it had come as if nothing had actually happened. She had been Afraid of tying him down, of perhaps telling him the news and him turning away and calling it all a wild mistake. The reality of facing that had become too much and she had every intention to let him walk away from her then and there. But she thought of their child and what she would be taking from them, a father and for her? Her entire heart and being. The way his lipsย ย found their way to hers made her smile, soft and precious kisses that echoed the happiness they both felt as they came together in bliss like any couple would. She giggled softly as she realized there was a change in his stance, stronger and taller as if proud of the life growing inside her as his fingers spread against that soft pudge on her belly and she found comfort in him and his strong arms pulling her close.ย
โDo you promise..? Iโve been so afraid youโd change your mind whenโฆโ Her voice was soft, almost meek until she scolded herself internally. He was showing her, telling her he wanted to stay. She needed to pull her weight in on this, less he think she didnโt want the same thing. She was going to be a mother again and she wanted to be a stronger presence. โI thought youโd change your mind if you found out I was pregnant.โ The words came out more confidently than before but a smile widely adorned her face as she shook her head. โI was being silly, I should have just told you the news.โ The words seemed to flow out of her in a more calm tone, admitting to herself that she needed him. She had spent so much time away from him, wondering if he was surviving his training, wanting to press herself into his frame and shield him in affection.ย
Eliza had to admit to herself then that she had fallen for him properly, in every sense and now standing here in his arms with this news only made things more clear to her:ย ย She loved him. โBaโโ Before she could say more, her cheeks brightened as he took her lips in a single sweep as her mouth opened and their tongues danced against each other in playful flickers. She missed his taste, having been avoiding him for days as she made up a thousand excuses for herself to keep her distance. It all seemed so silly now as she moved against him and heat from his breathing made her blood rush as a wetness formed there between her thighs that he was so quick to aroused in her! A chuckle escaped her, her cheeks a bright red as his voice made her heart race in her chest from how loving, how soft he sounded just now. โI promise Iโm fine.~ I wonโt need rest until..maybe later on. Not that I think youโll give it.~โย
She said the last words as a playful tease but she knew that was a promise. He wouldnโt let her rest, no. He was going to be on top of her, bending her, making her body his in every way and she knew it. The evidence was there as he pressed that aching bulge against her rear, her cheeks bright as she swayed and pressed herself back into him to tease and make that heat burn even brighter for her in his moment of need. โAhh..!โ She was sensitive to his bite, her nipples hardening and peeking from her dress as she felt his strong hands on her, teasing her and she dared him to tug on that dress to set those supple tits free! โWho says Iโm denying my baby boy what he needs~? Iโve been..denying myself from you. I shouldnโt be saying this in my current state, but..I wouldnโt be terribly upset if you bent me here and now.~โ ๐